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Like most women, I am on a quest to lose weight.  I suppose if I really wanted some  marked results I would work out or be in some way physically active.  But I’m still a little too lazy for that.  For now, it’s not a problem.  Simply by going vegan I have seen some weight loss.  I has been slow but consistent.  But as a result of this weightloss I am starting to realize that this might actually happen.  Losing this little bit of weight has encouraged me to commit to losing more.  I saw an actress talk about how she would download a TV show to her iPod and only allow herself to watch it while on the treadmill.  Well, I don’t have a treadmill, but I do have an exercise bike that did not make the move upstairs with me because it is so heavy.  And with the restrictions of my satellite internet I can’t exactly download tv programs as I might like to.  I do get Korean dramas in the mail again, so I could rip them to my iPod.   But reading subtitles off of a small screen while riding a bike sounds like a hassle rather than a treat.  Yes, I could actually ride my bike downstairs while watching something I like on TV, however the downstairs TV is used by my parents who do not have the same viewing preferences.  I’m not so good at the individual exercise programs.  I’m too much in the here and now when I do that.  I’m aware of the work and the annoyance factor.  But getting lost in a favorite TV show is different.  I’m contemplating taking my exercise bike apart to move it upstairs.

But weightloss itself is not a good enough motivator for me.  Yes, it is my ultimate goal, but it’s not strong enough to get me off my ass.  I have to encourage myself with material goals.  I have a veg t-shirt I’ve bought with the goal of looking good in it ( ie. not stretching it out).  I’ve also been romancing the idea of more piercings.  So I’ve decided that once I reach the goal of having well defined clavicles, I will get dermal implants.  These are not goals with concrete numbers.  I was never a numbers girl anyways.